As I dig down deep, I find How often, I change my mind So unstable, so filled with doubt So insecure, so tossed about.
As I open myself up, I find I keep turning, looking behind I forget to just move ahead It's time for "Goodbyes" to be said
As I prepare to purge, I find My life, was one I mostly designed To let go now is a daunting task Yet I know in it's wake I shall bask
As I put my foot forward, I find Far too much control has my mind I know I must stop the downward spiral I need that strength for my survival. - eac

Amazing how we always look to the past for our future..